You don’t meet my eyesI feel it like a blow to the chest

Ripped open and bleeding for everyone to see but no one is looking
No one wants my opinions or my advice

My company is worse most of all

Like if they all ignore me I’ll just go away 
I will not beg for your affections 

Is it so wrong to want them to be freely given?

To feel desired?
My loneliness is a constant companion now

The only one who will not desert me

This dark heavy shadow weighing down my thoughts and my heart
I’ve lost my way

This is something I cannot fix

I am something I cannot fix

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