You don’t meet my eyesI feel it like a blow to the chest
Ripped open and bleeding for everyone to see but no one is looking
No one wants my opinions or my advice
My company is worse most of all
Like if they all ignore me I’ll just go away
I will not beg for your affections
Is it so wrong to want them to be freely given?
To feel desired?
My loneliness is a constant companion now
The only one who will not desert me
This dark heavy shadow weighing down my thoughts and my heart
I’ve lost my way
This is something I cannot fix
I am something I cannot fix